haha... yeah nicole's right, it was me... yeah i meant caijing... haha... i really miss ccab... what would have happened if joey nazyra and rachel weren't selected into junior national team? would ccab have split up? would i have quit? would krystal, chloe and nicole go prime? would valerie and en ning join wang? would julia be left to train with st. nicks?

i really missed those days when we screamed for each other cheered for each other panicked for each other... today when i saw the national team cheering for each other screaming and praying for one another... it brought back all those good fond memories... it made me feel like returning back to gym... it made me feel like this is what gym is all about... and i have no regrets for ponning school today just to watch today's comp... but then again i know that if i was to return to gym... i can never get back those good old days... where we have everyone going all out to each for the one competing... unless there's going to be a separate and new junior national team... or else i think i will lose my motivation for gym before i even actually start going back to it... tata...

adios amigos

love caijing! =S